its both of happiness and sadness

still remember my idol, that already having girlfriend?? he suddenly ask my phone number and send me a message the day after he ask me,,, kyaaaaaaaaaaaa that's so unbelieveble but make me feel oh God you are the all mighty padahal ga pernah nyangka i never thought that i would get his number hhe,, but i think this is the best thing ever,, i got his number without asking?! that was the good thing in this month, but there is also a bad side in my day remember someone that i called maman?? he is my junior high school love, that unrequited, untold, and i dont know if he know bout my feeling but after 3 years i meet him in a japan festival,, i stand right in front of him, but he is never say hi to me, he dont know me, he ignore me, he FORGET ME :'( YOU KNOW WHAT?! when we are in junior high school, he always kind to me, even i never say hello or greet him, everytime we met, but he always greet me first,, when i was sick, and he is worried, he wait for me the day after it, just for ask me, am i okay,, i think we are special,, i think i was special for him, i think i was his love, at least there is a place for me in his heart, but NOOOO i was nothing for him, i wasnt his love, futhermore he is forget me at all!!!!!

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